Chapter 6: My best friend...

Dusty Allen Parson. He is the greatest friend a person could have, and I guess I never appreciated him as much as he should me.

Dusty, you have been there for me through everything. I remember one night we sat in Mario's room crying, you told me that life without me would be pointless for you to live. That still keeps me pushing to this day.

We went out during our freshmen year, remember that. I do. It was funny because we got closer after we broke up. A lot closer. I guess we knew that it was easier this way because without ties we could be close and not have to be completely shattered at the end of what could be a relationship. I would rather have it this way. Relationships always end friendships. So this was the way we knew that we would always be friends, and that was good for both of us. We were content. I was happy that me and you were still close even though your GF at the time hated me. Seems like there was a trend with that happening.

I remember all that you did for me after mario broke up, and even though I told you that I wanted to get back together with you, I wasn't that broken that it never happened. I found someone else while you found Chelsie. I found Billy... When Billy was in Primero we all knew him. He was shy, and he was always kind to me. We became really good friends when I moved to Trinidad after me and mario split. And me and billy got together. It seemed perfect timing because you had your gf that you spent most of your time with and I never wanted to interfere even though I never thought she was good enough for you.

When I moved to trinidad we lost contact, even more than we talk now and we are hours away from eachother, while when I lived in TDad I was like 45 min away. I found someone to help me fill the void and so did you. But I still remembering calling you at night, late at night to talk. This was after I left Billy. I think I woke you up or something because I remember that Chelsie was there. But we stilled talked and you said something about how Billy wasn't good enough for me anyways and that I would be fine. I laughed. Even after such a long time without talking, we still could call each other to talk about anything. Thank you for all those times where you were there for me.